Here we go again, Lady’s final redesign. I am happy with how this looks. So here’s the reason why I decided to do this again, pink haired Lady brought a lot of painful memories of my past. Of how I acted, and how I was treated. Whenever I look back I see the hurt and hatred of the people who have abandoned me and called me vicious names, as well as seeing myself as a terrible person because I also was just as bad. I also had a really bad case of wanting to be famous so I can be happy, I would hear what people have said to me everyday and it made me not want to draw Lady at ALL. However.. when on my birthday, I saw one of Joey Swoll’s video about fame. He said that just because you might have a big following does not make you a better person than the other, being famous isn’t real, being a good person is real. Having a good heart is real, I never knew how much I needed to hear that, because hearing his voice say those things, made me realize that even IF I were to get famous, I would still be just as miserable, if not more. It was like a spark finally happened within me, and I saw a rainbow in my head. So I imagined my ponysona going through a transformation from pink haired to rainbow haired. I learned to accept that fame is not the answer for happiness, loving yourself and your friends is. I am glad I did this on my birthday, it helped me come to terms with the hurt I’ve held for years. I am still healing, but it doesnt hurt as much anymore.