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TW! adult life struggles  
hello guys. sorry for my disappearence, ive been dealing with too much stuff in my life going shit( my digitizer had died (rip buddy), and my mind was in very dark place bc i lost my opportunity to calm myself by drawing ponies. i drew a lot in my sketchbook, but its just different. my pencil works need a lot of cleaning up before uploading, and im planning to make sketchdump or something like that to show you guys.   im currently workin two jobs, both of which are shitty (as construction worker and customer consultant at shop), just to afford new grafic display, and it sucks so much( im also going through grad year in college, and bc of all this shit i sleep mostly in public transport on my way to work or college.   sorry for complaining, but all my friends ignore me bc i have no time to hang out and nobody is willing to read my sad coolstories.   i hope itll end soon (i dont care how anymore, death from fallen brick or concrete mixer doesnt seem so bad at this point)  
this month ill be uploading pencil sketches and digital works that i drew before my digitizer pass out.   sorry again for whining. you guys are the best viewers i could ever imagine. hope you all are doing well in those hard times. i love you ppl **sob**   TW! end   this is my new kirin oc) im still thinking about her name, and you can suggest me some if youd like to) shes serious minty-pinky lady who is in love with talking about history and philosophical themes <3