I’m not going to make excuses for what I did, but I do regret that, above all else.
Lamb and I have patched things up since then. She has been far kinder to me than I deserved. She was even the one to welcome me here when the plague took my life.
I had spent 8 centuries sitting on my guilt and being utterly bewildered at how she can simply forgive me when nearly everyone else avoids my presence and holds my actions over my head.