Hey..I don’t know what’s gonna happen, but this may well be the last post here.

While tumblr is not feeling so good you can find me on Furaffinity and Twitter.

Been pretty quiet and inactive, but…I guess that’s nothing new, right?
Maybe I’m just going through that dumb phase that a lot of people seem to have at their early thirties where they’re questioning everything they’ve done thus far and don’t really feel very confident about the future…

Torn about a lot of things, like…family, career, health…
As this year comes to a close, so does (hopefully) this chapter in my life.
I will leave this city and try to get a fresh start.
That seems pretty scary, but I think it’s necessary to free myself out of this stupor.

After christmas, I’ll rearrange my stuff a bit and work towards starting over.

This may be a let down to my commissioners, but I think it’s for the best if I clear my existing queue. Since I have not taken any pay, I hope it’s not too big a transgression.
I made the really dumb rookie mistake of not limiting the amount of commissions I’d accept, thinking “oh if I don’t take payment, it’s not gonna weigh on me”. Well..it did. Between contract work, a buncha personal stuff and being a lazy butt, it all kept fading into the background and…months pass.

So…after christmas, I’ll be in touch with the people on my queue and ask them if they’d still want a commission, and I absolutely get it if they’ve had it with waiting for me to get my shit in order. I’ll get that sorted.

And…man, thanks to everyone who stuck around and supported me for…man, how many years has it been? 6 years? damn…time fucking flies, doesn’t it…

I’m sorry I let you guys down.

But hey, here’s hoping 2019 will mark a new beginning.

#F