Id like to say whats done is done, and that Im over Fairweather. She may have been the source of a lot of bad things in my life, but hurting her wouldnt exactly fix what shes done. That said, if she were standing in front of me right now, I honestly cant say I wouldnt feel differently.
And I appreciate the suggestions and well-wishes, but Ive done everything thats occurred to me to fix this and nothings worked yet. Id rather not talk about this anymore.