t’s… its sad to deal with this once again…
 
It’s out of my knowledge and resources to help some one mentally disabled by a drug addiction. This is the third time I get to experience some one close drown in to insanity just cause drug’s do consume your consciousness…
 
So I find my self living in a smallish apartment, with a brother/room mate that lost his job, going throw divorce, can’t see his own kids and lost his car.
 
And of lately… his paranoia has been getting so bad that he elaborates stories of people messing with his stuff, that he is being watched, that phone batteries, plastic folds and tape strips are somehow stealing information from his now 3 broken phones that he broke himself cause he wanted to remove a “chip” inside that control’s the camera and microphone…
 
Got even worst that he though I was messing with his phone and I been spying him and her daughters via phone hacking, threatening my well being and my electronics and telling his friends that I am a master hacker destroying people privacy…
 
So I find my self in this huge moral predicament…I could evict him… I could get a restraining order… I could show proof of him doing drugs… But on what end?. It has gotten me so upset, stressed, frighten that he might harm me and my stuff.
 
I am still torn apart on doing a decision on to continue to support him. I think I am being more harmful that helpful at ends as I been trying to help him for 8 months now.
 
On end point… This is the reason I have not been drawing as much or as colorful?, want to apologize for those who commissioned me but I will try and get to work on them as soon as this mess is solved…
 
And if the worst does happen. I will more than likely be gone for a few weeks or forever :T. Hold on hope and everything will work fine.